So, this post will be containing about 5 questions which people asked me when I was in Taiwan.

1.       为什么你比他们白？ (Why is your skin fairer than them?)

-这个你别问我，可能是基因和激素的原因。

-DON’T ask me, maybe it’s because of gene or hormones.

2.       为什么他们都会用头巾盖头？ (Why do they hijab?)

-他们大部分穆斯林教都这样，别问我我也不懂。

-Because she is a Muslim and most of them actually used it.

3.       那为什么你没有？ (Then why you didn’t use it?)

-我是佛教的。(不是每个印尼人是穆斯林好吗，请不要误解，也不是每个穆斯林都用头巾)

-Because I’m Buddhism.

4.       为什么你才来几个月中文就这么厉害？(You just came here for few months, why your Chinese is so good?)

-我是印尼华侨。（印尼也有会说中文的好吗）

-Because I’m an Indonesian Born Chinese (?)

5.       你是香港人/台湾人/韩国人吗？(Are you a Hongkong people/Taiwanese/Korean?

-我是印尼人。 (长得太国际化了吗)

-I am an Indonesian.

其实还有很多问题，就说台湾好玩吗，台湾玩完了吗。还可以，还没。

拜托台湾这么大我不走丢已经谢天谢地。

再次提醒，印尼人也有会中文的，印尼人大部分都很友善 （我好像不在里面）。我们也有穆斯林，也有基督教，佛教，印度教之类的。印尼很大，很多岛所以请不要问我印尼我都逛完了吗。

而且我没那么有钱那么闲空去走完。

老娘也许要赚钱养自己好吗。

There are still many other questions such as does Taiwan a good place to play, have you done walking all the places in Taiwan? Kinda good; not yet.

Taiwan is a big place, I’m glad and grateful enough that I am not lost.

And FYI, Some Indonesians can Chinese language, and most of them are friendly. We had the Muslim, Christian, Buddhism, Hindu, etc. Indonesia is a large country and there are a lot of islands, so don’t ask me whether I had finished travelled around Indonesia or not. I have no money and not enough time to travel.

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Hey, do you remember that last time I posted something about the embarrassing moment in Taiwan? And here is the spin off story!

I am marked as clumsy from my friends and I am trying to change that. The day after the embarrassing moment, I was still trying hard to move on about the incident. Although in the end I don’t mind much anymore because I’m busy for personal matters.

I skipped the morning class but I did the tasks in my room so I wasn’t considered as absent I think. I attended the afternoon class, sit and listened to whatever I don’t understand. I was focusing on what should I have for dinner instead of the class.

And then hotpot came out on my mind. I was thinking of going to Eda mall for hotpot as my dinner. I asked my friends and none of them are going with me so in the end I decided to go alone. In the middle of the class too, I checked whether I bring my wallet or not. If yes I don’t have to make a turn back to the dorm. But it turns out nothing. I didn’t bring and actually I had a small bad feeling, because I never forgot to bring my wallet whenever I went outside and that was my first time. I ran back to my room immediately after I finished my class. It turns out the wallet is nowhere to be found! My roommates then find together with me and it turns out nothing as result. I wasn’t so desperate though but I decided to make a report to the police station the next day.

The next day, after my morning class I went to the nearest police station to make a report. I was feeling okay although it was my first time going to a police station to make report. There are 3 policemen there. They have their quite fierce faces and I was afraid that I might spoke something that I wasn’t supposed to. But then, the one guy that made the report with me was quite humorous, he talked a lot and they are actually interested on why I can speak Chinese language fluently because I just arrived in Taiwan for 3 months. They even gave me a drink (maybe they think that I am afraid or nervous and I need a glass of water to calm down).

After we had the interview stuffs record and the report done. I was quite glad because it was finished within the time and I just need to wait for a few minutes for bus. When I was going out, the policeman asked whether I want to take a ride or not because they are going to the place I’m going to go too. I felt flustered, because my imagination runs wild, I afraid something bad will happen and I said no it’s okay, I don’t want to bother you, I will just take the bus. And he replied me by asking a question and answered by himself. In the end, I sit their car and they drove me back. The road feels like so short because I was pretty amazed by myself since it was my first time sitting a police car and it happened in a foreign country! I felt so grateful yet awkward because they dropped me off in front of my dormitory which of course is a good thing since it saved my time but when I get off from their car, the security nods his head to me and I have no idea what does it means so I nod back… (felt awkward after that)

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Do you have an embarrassing moment? Are you trying hard to remove it from your life or memory? Me, whenever I have an embarrassing moment, it actually scarred and stayed in my memory, it is really annoying because I tend to remember the embarrassing moment than the other more important stuffs such as studies, works and etc.

I remember once, when I was in Taiwan, I had my first embarrassing moment in Taiwan. That was a day when I went out all by myself and I was used to it though. I went to buy some daily needs and some knitting needs. When I was going back, I took the train and managed to get to the bus station for the bus.

And here comes the moment, embarrassing moment supposed to be just a moment but some will lasted and it makes you to think of it every time and makes you feel embarrassed. And I still felt the embarrassed…

When I was waiting in line, I was like just eating foods because I am so hungry. People tend to look at me because I wore a mask. I removed and used the mask every time I took a bite maybe this made me looked weird.

I waited for quite a moment until the bus came, I was so shocked because that was the first female bus driver I ever met after I came to Taiwan. She went to shop for a while I think in the nearest mall since she got her break time (women will always be women LOL).

I entered the bus as usual, and when I sit on my seat, I thought I should listen to songs. I used my headset and open the music on my phone. I was listening until I heard continuously a music which I never heard before and thinking that it was weird, I never had this kind of music on my phone.

I take a look on my phone and then, I realized I didn’t plug my headset and the music on my phone was on loudspeaker. I was so shocked back then and closed the music as soon as I could. After I closed it, then I heard the music that I never heard before. It turns out that that was the music that the driver chose.

I felt so awkward since there was somebody sitting beside me, but he didn’t tell me though. What a bad life a lead. And to remind you the music was ongoing like for 2 minutes before I realized it.

So, please be careful and alert whether you plug in the headset or not when you are in public places!

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最近看太多小说，时间分的不好
睡眠不足，学习耽误
不过还活得下去
因为我读的小说有点XX所以就不多介绍小说了
就跟你们说说我读的这么多学到什么了
我呀，虽然没有轰轰烈烈的谈过一场爱情，也没有刻骨铭心的18岁
不过从这些小说，我真的感受到很多
与其说我的想象力强，不如说我很会站在别人的立场着想
我呢 学习到了小说里的情节不可能会发生在现实生活
小说里的爱情总是虐死读者。。。
你现在如果没有一个伴
别晦气 这不代表你将来没有
不代表你终身孤独
与其去找 不如让自己变强
虽说不是每个男生 都喜欢女汉
但当个女汉 绝对是好的
假如另一伴说你太强了 他没机会保护你
是他没能力 他不要你
那你就放开他吧
反正 青春 真的不长
随随便便眨几眼 你的青春就只剩一半了
随随便便走两下 你的青春就完了
不要把你的青春 花在一个连看你都嫌弃的那个他
不值 完全不值。。。
岁月总是不饶人
别跟我说你不是人 你迟早都会生老病死
看开或看不开 都得死
都得和泥土陪葬 或和海水游玩
只是看开或看不开的过程当中
你 过得怎样而已
看开了 一切就是拿得起放得下
看不开 可能就会生不如死
要知道人生不长 何况是青春
能陪你的又有几个
当你走着走着 快到尽头了
就知道 人生好像几秒而已
如果在陪葬之前 在游玩之前
你能依然笑着面对你度过的人生
那证明你看开了。。。
愿你一切安好。。。

一年过了，感觉时间很急，每次得这么热血沸腾得跑完每一天，去年刚毕业，今年又跟学校挥手说再见，当然不一样的学校。 我很高兴，很庆幸，自己有这个荣幸能够和他们有这一年的相处与合作。我也想说，坐上这个职位不容易！请世界上的同学尊敬这个职位好吗！以前没在这个位置之前，我以为很容易，没那么多负担。然后才发现，啊好难，好累。因为每当我回家了，都得想明天，下次我们该做什么，我不想白白浪费你们人生的两个小时。虽然不多，不过久而久之就会变很多。

我也不知道是我太过于热心还是不会安排时间，每餐都不固定地吃，午休都留时间给你们，不是我减肥，有时真的是吃不下，没胃口。

接下来我会写很多很长，可以不读哦

有时候，我会自己晚上睡觉之前，后悔当初为什么会应征这个职位。不过，每当看你们表演，无论是唱歌还是做快乐操，我都会想哭。感觉就好像自己的孩子谈成了一把生意，可能更夸张。请别说我像为妈妈。有时候很多事情是他们教我的。他们很多都比我坚强得很。我其实很佩服某位学生，在样样的事上可以完成得很优秀，你根本不需要操心。当然也有些学生很无理取闹，给他功课做，他也可以跟你谈个买卖，跟你杀价就像在菜市场的阿姨买菜似的，重点是有一些很夸张的一直在损你。我也不能讲太多啦，毕竟自己高中时期也有这样过。不过我敢肯定我没他们损的厉害！

太年轻也是个祸啊！才来的第几天，学生都问很多，老师几岁啊？老师有男朋友没？老师母校在哪儿？老师在哪读大学啊？老师读什么？老师为什么要来这里工作呀？老师ins id 是什么呀？老师怎么不追踪回我呀？啦啦啦啦~~~ 就连你的私生活的一举一动他们都关注着呢！老师你看过这部戏了吗? 老师我跟你讲哦这部戏很好看！老师你有去这儿吗？老师你有去那儿吗？老师你的鞋很漂亮在哪儿买的？老师大学爽吗？老师你不累啊？老师你没吃？有些看到我还会 *Dab*! 他们很幽默！很好玩！不过有时候真的不懂底线，气死人了！我不想说你们还小，还年轻，难免犯错！你们要学会在犯错前明白那是个错误，不该做！你就不会犯错了！因为等到你们出社会了就会明白犯错事件大事，你若不认真的学习，明白，你就不懂你错在哪儿，也就会像轮子的，一直在犯。我也希望你们不要浪费在学校的每一秒，等你们都毕业了，读大学了，你就会知道，高中时期的朋友很纯真，喜欢就喜欢，比喜欢就不喜欢。要懂得人间险恶，万事靠自己得好！

一年了，说再见了，和你们相处得很愉快，无论是老师还是学生。我非常的荣幸，自己有参与过这个学校的活动，很乐意贡献。我希望往后的日子里，你们大家都能安好。因为你们若安好，便是晴天。 也希望学生能够长进些。希望有缘我们再见，再见时可以叫我一声姐姐了，再见时我希望你们的幽默感，心中纯真蜡烛还没被灭。这样就好。

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